HEEEEEEEEEEEEY guuuys whaddup? UGH so much has been going through my
mind lately... i hate being in the middle of all of it.then theres me spazzing at one of my
close friends becoz of all of this guilt and frustration and weight on my shoulders... like im not
God yeaah i know, noones asking me to
BE God, but still you guys act as if im a problem solver.. as if i have the power to make everything go away... i cant do that.. as much i would
like LOVE too, i cant.. like all my friends are hurting.. theyre always sad. they always have
guilt they always feel
mad.. they have their reasons and i have mine. I have so much shit to deal with. like honestly. i havent had a
golly jolly friggen week. Everything went great... till my birthday came up.. UGH.. the day still rewinds in my head... I still love him and everything.. but ugh... God Please pull me through this.
"When you are at your weakest, God is at his strongest"God, i really need you right now. More than
ever im so weak i feel like im gonna fall, and never get back up. You are what makes me strong. I need you right now. Ill need you forever. God please pull me through. I need that push.. I have so much frustration, guilt, and weight on my shoulders, that whats left of me, cant even bare to stand up. Please God. Help me
♥