WOW i cant believe i fell the
hardest for you. I
can't even tell you whats going through my mind. I
really thought we were suppose to BE together.
LOVE is a word that i come acrossed. It has brought the good and the bad out of me. I know right? I
never meant for this to happen. I never meant for me to fall in love with you. I never meant for ANYTHING to happen. HAHAH i remember when you let me wear you swear... i know good times.. then we went to pho and we were on the swings... HAHAH even better times... Then this day comes where i find out you have a
girlfriend? like ohkayy, ghayy.. you tell me you dont chop or date white girls// (no offense to them white people i love you really :)but like why? You just added more
shit to my problems.. Like honestly... I wonder what youre doing... Im so broken right now. I really cared about you. I fricken loved you. No, im not "infatuated" i SERIOUSLY did love you. and look what i end up with. A broken heart. You didnt even
bother to tell me as a friend. If you didnt like me so much? why wouldnt you tell me to my face? Ohkaayy im happy for you, i can honestly say that i am. But you honestly ripped me in two. You build me up, just to tear me down. I jsut want you to know that ill always love you. No matter what. Just dont think for one moment that this doesnt affect me. Bcoz it does.
"i fell for you too hard
and what do i end up with? A broken heart"God. Im in love this this kid. He doesnt even know. He let me down so many times, but i had the guts to forgive him. Tell me, why did he have to hurt me? I have so much problems going on, that he just decided to hurt me. Is this part of your plan? God Help me. Please i really cant handle things like this anymore. Im seriously fed up. I hope youre here by myside, walking with me. I really need you more than ever ♥