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YEAH. i know its been a while since i have blogged. But i've been <i>busy</i> busy with <b>Crying, Trying, Lying.</b> Crying? Because im in a mood where i feel like i am <u>forbidden</u> to like him. I </s>DONT KNOW WHY</s> but i feel like i have a limit on who to crush. WHAT ARE YOU? My boss? You are <b>NOT</b> God. You dun make my decisions <u>FOR</u> ME. I am who i am. You are who you are. Thats what differientces us all. Life would be boring if we werent unique and wouldnt have our own "styles". I like him. YES I DO. I like him ALOT. <b>YET</b> im not suppose to. Hes just nice. Hes just sweet. Hes just so... just so.. DARN CUTE. why do my decisions hurt the one that i love? HMMM. Can someone <b>PLEASE</b> just explain to me? I crush him. WHY? i dont know. I really DONT. Like i mean, DO you ever question why you like him? Like even for the smallest reasons? I DO thats for sure. Trying. Im trying to talk to you. Like. i cant even explain. YES. i talk to you. Only because i care for you. YOU NEVER REPLY. Youre to lazy. RIGHT? aha yeah i thought so. WOW. im so confused. like. ugh. I have never been this confused. do i like you? or do i NOT like you? like these are the questions that <b>ALWAYS</b> haunt me. No matter what i do. Its like a mirror. Its like a boomerang. You cant run away from it. Its always behind you. Lying. Im busy lying to myself. I keep telling my self that everything will be OKAY. lately. its not. WOW family fights. Friend fights.<br />FIGHTSFIGHTSFIGHTS. WHEN ARE WE NOT FIGHTING? we're ALWAYS FCKING FIGHTING! I DONT WANT TO. STOP LETTING ME SWEAR. STOP LETTING ME YELL. STOP LETTING FIGHT. IN TIRED OF FIGHTING. I TRY TO AVOID IT AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. CLEARLY NOT WORKING. WHY IS IT HARD TO STOP FIGHTING? YOU CONTINUE TO TALK YELL SWEAR. can we just <i>stop</i> please? im tired. i have like no energy anymore. <br /><br /><br />TO my loved ones<br /><br />Ariana Elma "LAKEFJAI"<br />i <u>LOVE</u> you so much. <br />You are truly Gods gift. Im sorry i havent talked to you in a while.<br />ive been busy. Ill explain to you when we hangout :) (which sall be like NOW >:)<br />I just wanted to say <b>THANKYOUWITHAFCKINGPASSION</b><br />yes, we had our fights. But our friendship isnt always perfect. Its not suppose to be. We have different opinons right? EXACTLY. LOL we dont always have to agree for everything. Thats not how God made us. He made us to have a voice. SPEAK. <br />i love you just so dang much i really really <u>Hope</u> that you dont forget about me. Ive made new friends. just not BESTFRIENDS. no one can replace you. i promise<br />and its okay i forgive you for everything<br />mssg me when you go online.<br />we need to update each other with out "lives"<br />♥ :)<br /><br />RachelleAnnManlansing "FAGGATRON 3000"<br />WOOOAH i fcking miss you. im currently talking to you right now. But youre not replying D: LOL jokes but yeah thank you so DANG MUCH. i love you with a passion just thank you. FREALS. you have done SOOO much for me, i dont know why but you did. BFFL and you are daah bomb <3<br />iloooveyouuu<br /><i>TROY BAILED ON US SO WHATEVAAA</i><br />Im proud of you. Yous a stunah and dah bomb :)<br />btw thanks for doing my blog nd helping me wiff mah homwork even though we go to different schools. :( <br />we need tah chill soontimes maayun because you know why?<br />BECAUSE YAH DUNKNOOEE! kaay well i just wanted to say <b>THANKYOUUUWITHAFCKINGPASSION</b> even though i already thanked you. <br />Takee Care and Godbless you forever♥ :)<br /><br /><br /><i>"You are the best thing that has happened to me. and the world will never take <br />the world will <b>NEVER</b> take you away"</i><br />-Hillsongs United<br /><br /><i>"if God brought you to it, he'll bring you <b>through</b> it".</i><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div></div> <br><br> <br> </div> <div id="misc" style="display:none;"> <div style="position:absolute; top: 140px; left:80px; width: 600px;"> <div class="h1">Miscellaneous</div> <div class="h3">All The Littlest Things.</div><br> <div class="box"> <br> new skinny jeans and hoodies converses, nikes, adidas itouch laptop you.<br>. <br> :) <br> </div> <div id="twitter" style="display:none;"> <div style="position:absolute; top: 140px; left:80px; width: 600px;"> <div class="h2">Tweet Me</div> <div class="h4">Come Follow Me.</div><br> <div class="box"> <br> <center> <img src="http://i814.photobucket.com/albums/zz63/chocodiiction/blogskins/cats3.jpg"><br><br> <a href="http://twitter.com/elysaysgoodbye" target="blank" id="twitter-link" style="display: block; text-align: center;">follow me on Twitter</a></div> </center> <br> </div> <div id="links" style="display:none;"> <div style="position:absolute; top: 140px; left:80px; width: 600px;"> <div class="h1">Credits</div> <div class="h3">Standing Ovations.</div><br> <div class="box"> <br> Layout Designer: <a href="http://www.blogskins.com/me/chocodiiction-lovesxoxo/">♥chocodiiction</a>-<a href="http://elysays-goodbye.blogspot.com/">lovesxoxo*</a><br> Others: <a href="http://www.blogger.com">♥</a> <a href="http://photobucket.com">♥</a> <a href="http://shoutmix.com">♥</a> <a href="http://twitter.com">♥</a> <br> <br> </div> <br><br> <div class="h1">Connections Circuit</div> <div class="h3">They're Whom I Love.</div><br> <div class="box"> <br> <center> <a href="http://jubileee16.blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Jouela Ang Go </a> <a href="http://claudindin.blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Claudine Ann</a> <a href="http://karenmoniique.blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Karen Calibuso </a> <a href="http://holla-the-eff-back.blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Aj Bambao </a> <a href="http://blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Link </a> <a href="http://blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Link </a> <a href="http://blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Link </a> <a href="http://blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Link </a> <a href="http://blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Link </a> <a href="http://blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Link </a> <a href="http://blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Link </a> <a href="http://blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Link </a><br> <a href="http://blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Link </a> <a href="http://blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Link </a> <a href="http://blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Link </a> <a href="http://blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Link </a> <a href="http://blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Link </a> <a href="http://blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Link </a> <a href="http://blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Link </a> <a href="http://blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Link </a> <a href="http://blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Link </a> <a href="http://blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Link </a> <a href="http://blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Link </a> <a href="http://blogspot.com/" target="blank"> » Link </a><br> </center> <br> </div></div> </body> </html>